When was the last time you really felt alive and why?

I am a foolish stupid newcomer and I am currently studying in the Indian engineering department (Manipal Institute of Technology). I am always looking forward to the opportunity to participate in performances and competitions. One of my classmates gave me a label for "Loner" and I got angry. So that day I made up my mind, and I will do something that will allow me to be recognized in my part. So I registered with the Standup comedy. Well, this is not the worst part, no. The worst part is that I did not practice. To make matters worse, my charm is also looking forward to my performance. I do not know the idea of ​​naming what I have never done in my life.

My name is announced and my part is coming. The person in charge of that scene is the head of a cultural club. I can not believe my idea, but somehow I step into the stage and saw people with frustration that seemed more critical than me. I began with a reasonable way of saying. But what makes me more aggressive ...

When I began to show my experience to the audience, I have not talked about it for now, but I will say it anyway, this is my first experience with myself. The next part is even worse, I will not explain it here. I can see my secret love. Oh, she did not see me. I was completely scared of the reaction. This is a mixture of laughter and hatred. I want to shoot the gun directly in my head. Understanding that I may never have been to it is extremely annoying and annoying.

PS: I have not written it here to get a cheaper vote. I just want to share my experience. It is at the time of writing this answer, but it occurred one week ago

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When was the last time you were as happy as a child? When did the rain last but also the rain fell? When did you laugh like a thunder at the end? Was it the last time I thought the world was my own? The last time you think you are bigger than an elephant, when is it smaller than ants? When was the last time you felt that you could conquer the world with a smile? When was the last time you felt alive? What if I tell you that you have all the world skills you need to win the game? When I tell you, when you were young, you used your ability to win the game successfully. If I tell you, what do you do best if you use your heart and soul to do it?