What was the most intense experience of your life?

I woke up about 6 months ago, my feet were numb and clumsy as if I were sleeping and asleep. After going out of bed, I am going to do the work. I will remove it and try to drain the blood flow. It did not change for about an hour. I feel very strange at the moment. Please start exploding something from my stomach / bile from both ends. At the same time, despite being still "sleeping" my legs began to swell steadily and became extremely painful. Please call your boss to tell him what happened. And I need a personal day. He told me that he saw a doctor strange. At this point my feet feel so swollen and I feel my skin breaks. My muscles contracted violently in my legs and I could not bend my knees. Drag yourself into my stomach and go to the bathroom to evacuate all that is in my stomach. I thought about trying to sleep, but I felt so terrible, I called 911. When they arrived, I hardly knew it. They took me to the hospital, where I decided that the blood flow had stopped with the calves under my knee. Also, I suffer from kidney failure! The doctor is very angry. Their life jumps to UPMC in Pittsburgh. I hurried on the operation and spread my legs to ease the swelling from the ankle to the inner ankle, waist to the outer ankle. At the same time, my muscles shrunk very badly and I got to grab my bones. One of the most painful feelings I have ever felt! Documentation desperately tried to preserve / restore my kidneys. I was lying on bed and dying slowly ... Obviously, when I fell asleep, my circulation stopped and the muscles of the calves died. When this happens, the muscles release numerous chemicals / toxins. My problem is that it emits a lot of potassium and my kidneys can not handle it. Finally, the surgeon told me they needed to get inside and remove the dead tissue, but they may have to get rid of some of my feet. Okay, when I wake up from anesthesia, I can say that something is wrong. I looked down and saw my left foot disappeared about 3 inches from the top of the knee. I will talk intensely! I have worked until more than 60 hours a week sitting at disabled persons and homes. Let's talk about people who change their lives!

P.S - I will get the latest, most advanced prosthetic foot / leg / ankle / foot (RHEO knee) on December 14! I can not wait to go again!

I update it. - Today, I went to the last time of my new foot. This is a picture. Leo legs and ankles / legs:

I was hospitalized for 3 weeks, including a week in intensive care unit last year. This is the most difficult experience in my life. Here, I left the hospital as a kidney transplant recipient within a week. Whenever I compare these two experiences, I will know how disgusting I am and how lucky I am to survive last year. I asked the hospital staff to let me go (I asked Savio, I totally did it!) They did it, Leanne and I were very good Less complications of drugs. Next, my incision was healed well, I could stand up and walk a short distance. Finally, please give a drum ... I can understand all the complicated medicine I have to take as a pharmacist etc!

My time at Dhamma Dara is one of the most enthusiastic, strongest, deepest, and most valuable experience in my life. When I signed up, I did not expect that retreat helps me solve the problem or find my life goal. I entered the course only to better understand and understand my idea. But I learned, experienced, and learned more. I do not completely understand how my thoughts, feelings, and the body are intertwined. What is Vipassana? Vipassana 's philosophy is built around meditation techniques focusing on self - observation of breathing and body sensation. This is a "psychological purification" approach that allows people to face tensions and problems in their lives in a calm and balanced way. Vipassana aims to eliminate all three unfortunate reasons. Craving, aversion and ignorance