What is the most painful-to-describe experience you have ever had?

My sister who lost my best friend committed suicide (a person of non-genetic form has become my sister 3 years older than me.Following my friend and I left the university several hours apart , I often did not see what her sister knows that she is really struggling (because she hid it, her own family did not know the scope of it)) She is very popular, gorgeous and vibrant, it is one of the sweetest and most thoughtful people I have ever known. There are no negative emotions for the kind of people anyone can praise, but due to her manner. )

She left a memo stating that she was the first reason she had not been doing in the past year, she said she did not want to hurt her family and friends, she loves her very much Did. Then she left the password in all his online accounts and hid some of the most private art collections (she entered UCLA, full scholarship for art). It is truly unforgettable to find some of the feelings she has and how she draws beautifully in her paintings and sketches.

The world is losing a really great young girl (she is 22 years old), near her and her family, making it more difficult

Most people describe jealousy as a very painful "crazy" feeling. A woman who attended one of my seminars said that you are the most painful thing she had ever experienced: "I tried to control everything, it did not work. Disabled people have sufficient self-control without relying on actual violence and are often fantastic about it.Therefore a woman whose distant husband started dating with her best friend said: "I am fancy, I entered her apartment and used things - hammer to start destroying furniture, records, windows. I can hardly hear glass breaks. These fantasies have a way to calm me, even though I know that I never will bring them out. "

I know? This is the most painful experience I have ever experienced and is one of my most important and influential experiences in my life. I think that it affected much growth. I have learned a lot from a single question rather than dozens of my successes. We all like to take responsibility for success and happiness. God, we often insist on who should be responsible for success and happiness. But being responsible for our problem is more important as it is a source of true learning. This is the source of real life improvement. Simply accusing others is only hurting themselves

Various ways to experience pain, the most terrible experience I have experienced is broken heart. I am not trying to compare, but the kind of pain I can bring to you is the soul's pain that can break your life. There is no physical pain. Sometimes it is a pain of love - love here may take a variety of forms. There are also pain caused by myself who I am deliberately or unintentionally caused. This can also crush your heart. If you are a fan of "Game of Thrones" you may know how Theon Grayyjoy and its pain changed him.