What do I say to my crazy friend who is literally crazy (I think, what do you think?)...

Last night my friend and I came back from dinner, I said jokingly that I might die one day when I cross the street in the middle of the night. I know that this is a ridiculous comment. But then my friend said she knew how she would die and she would be young. I asked "Really?"

I remember trying to answer with jokes, "Someone in the class has heard you saying something wrong today." She said, "No, it means literally, it is spiritually crazy." Such a misunderstanding is harmful. At that time, the judgment made things unbelievable. I work hard to manage my depression and other high school students' low self esteem. Shortly after I graduated from high school, I began to transform into a happy little hippie today. I found work at the public health center, found my passion, set my goals, got good habits (I lost these wines and pizzas) and started to love myself. (A detailed story about my change can be found in my first blog.)

My family and friends think I am funny. It is totally crazy. I got a very high salary job in a really divorced company and achieved incredible growth. My fears are beginning to leave this comfort zone again here. We need more wages than before. Can I still stop thinking about whether this is what I want to do? Looking back at a lot of things, I noticed the reason I did not insist on my work over the past four years for more than a year. I am not a worker of 9 to 5 years old, or a job of India of 9 to 9 years old. Every morning going to the office with a traffic jam will eliminate the most productive time of the day. Noisy office space, you see another 50 people sitting on the same table as you, and it does not help me. There are no conferences with only conference with no result or top-down administrator. The business community thinks that this is the best way. It is different to me. This is not the lifestyle I want to spend.