Unhappy Life

Life is a smell. For better self, no matter who looks at most of the contemporary civilization, the only human condition will continue to emerge. The process by which people improve themselves is based on the amount of material they have. This is not a bad way to judge the importance, it is an accurate way to judge the current misfortune and dissatisfaction of life. "I am not yet happy" The emptiness that people feel inside is incomplete and it seems impossible to be filled with materialism.

I believe in the life you do not want to live, especially if you do not admit that the art being trapped is leading to an angry, uneasy and unhappy life. The number of artists who die of alcoholism may be meaningless compared to the number of writers, artists, and everyone else among them.

Most of my young life is very unhappy. Actually, I am suffering from 10 years old to 25 years old. And from 25 years old to 45 years old, I am looking for why I am so unhappy and problematic. I am a wise man, brought up by a good family, I can not explain why I can not explain or why I am not happy. When I was very young, I changed from a happy and active child to a very angry, boring and outraged boy, and a teenager, and finally an adult. Due to a series of losses in my adolescence, then more loss in teens and more disappointment to adolescence, I am not blaming myself but making my life happen to me It was considered.

And then a great thing happened. I found myself .... I am not happy. WTF? I realized my dream. "From the beginning of kindergarten, for myself in my own life, I do not feel uncomfortable ... I think my family is doing very hard for me." . I feel that I am a tragic encounter with a perfect fellow. Please have a clear dream, "real north" suitable for your life at any age, this is a rare gift. But what did you do when you got there and your real north was not big enough that you actually thought? Look, I will keep an eye out and obey my real north. I do not have a romantic idea, it would be easy to realize this dream. I make it very obvious that this profession will be cruel and full of criticism and refusal.