To My Sister Who Moved Away, Remember I Still Need You

I do not feel really better than you if you just know someone in your life to make sure you are okay. Even with FaceTime

But no one tells you that you have to get up in the middle of the night to speak with them for 5 minutes.

No one is saying that your relationship is strong or falling apart. There is no way except thanking God and becoming stronger.

Sometimes you will cry alone, she hugs you there, I will not tell you that everything will work. Even though I do not think she will do it. She will not be physically there

Whenever my day is over, I just want to tell you. Waiting for wireless LAN to predict is difficult. I do not want to talk to you in text through messenger.

Looking at your face, attempting to express your face through pixilated FaceTime or Skype calls is not the same.

So, I will not tell anyone the culture that you visit through gifts and the photos that will be sent back and forth

When you see that my sister and brother-in-law photos are very affectionate and very happy, I have not noticed the happiness I feel. Please see that they have the life they have always dreamed of

One of the most important moments is when they finally got home. Even if it is a month, you should get the biggest hug and you should not let go.

My parents divorced when I was very young. I do not remember much of it since then, but I remember that I loved my father so much and it remained broken. We did a weekend and I clearly remember that during the weekend visit I asked myself to ask me to get what I like at a toy shop. It seems to be a child of a toy shop. He got married soon, I am a flower girl. I think there is still time for my life from my life I remember seeing him and his new house from time to time. As a simple question, I like even my new informal step sister. Then my mother decided to come back to her family again. It works only in places we do not have. The only problem is that they live on the other side of the country. But anyway we moved. I remember the sorrow when I told my father to part at the airport. God, I can see him now. How pristine is that moment for me?

There is a strange fear among reasonable adults. My older sister's family has several friends. Or my sister 's family went to their place. I do not remember, it really is not a problem. Anyway, one of the adults did something similar to or about something about my child to my sister. Adults then apologize to my sisters for understanding the serious mistakes of the 21st century feedback rules on children who are not yours and apologizing for excessive humiliation. "My joke?" My sister said. "If you are doing what you think you should not do, tell it to my children and in fact do it more. They listen to something other than others We need to learn things. "

Yes, my mother is in Yuba City, my sister is still in Yubasity. My mother died in 2010, but my stepfather is still there, and my sister and her children and husband are still there. However, except that I go to see them as I did not have a support network here until I decided not to stay in South Bay. Because I have nothing, I feel different as I see differently as everyone treats me. Auckland, "Oh, a bit, my people". I have a good support network right now, and there are many friends and places to stop the technology, which is very important to me. I believe this is a good thing for all people. It is a road from technology.