Three Things I Will Hate to Lose

Crews are very beautiful. There are lots of colors, plenty of food and drums here and there. At last I played for three hours at the festival, and finally I went to the concert. I am ecstatic. I sang so much that I lost my voice. At the end of the concert the light went out, many colorful shining butterflies fell from above the ceiling. When I returned to New Jersey, I gathered some plastic bags and put them in a bottle. Every time I see a can, I remember this wonderful experience.

I darely dislike you losing your bag. I hate to cross my fingers every time I travel to avoid sending them to Timbuktu or Vladivostok. Do you see the label of the airport code and barcode? And even after losing them it is really difficult to send them to their owners earlier than three days later? truly? Do you really think that I buy new clothes every time I travel because the baggage is handled by the poor monkey system that can not read the label properly? Oh, but of course, if I have a gold stick, you will tax me for each extra kilogram. Fuck You

Feeling ... It's not natural. It feels beyond me. I failed and acknowledged my failure and I feel that I have released some of my content. I should not get out of the public scrutiny. I dislike disappointment, I just hate being weak and sad feeling, just as I am running irresistibly. Maybe we did not get everything. Maybe we are very proud that we can not have a dream job, coastal city, perfect relationship, affection and satisfaction, satisfaction to good things, wonderful social life, achievement list, we are very proud Beautiful apartment There are plenty of natural light and sleep quietly each evening

And it is irritated. I hate this. I hate this situation. I dislike what did not go wrong. I hate that I am still working hard. I do not like to see the light at the end of the tunnel. The most important thing is that I hate myself. I am very disappointed that I did not make things happen as soon as possible. Do not ask me whether you are okay. I can see that I have suffered for a while. Something you see in my life actually does not happen. I can see that I am in the same place as before. If you really want to know what I am doing, please do not ask me "What are you doing?" / "How are you doing"? How can I make her feel better? "