The Saddest Day

This is a wonderful day for you to forget all the questions and thank you for being alive. The sun shines on Earth with sparkling honey and turns everything they touch into gold. Like an angel who breathes gently in the world, the wind is blowing. Birds sing their most beautiful songs and turn trees into symphony orchestras. Because it is the most beautiful blue shade I have ever seen, the clear sky should be a mirror of the Caribbean.

My most saddest day in 2017 is the day when my idea is related to marriage and its adverse effects. I always find a way to see the bright side but this year I completely lost it as a marriage I prayed and I hope the best is the past 30 years after their vows exchange. 30 years is a sad marriage, and it is a good life for about 30 years. Unconsciously thought of marriage does not appear to appeal to me, but as I pay attention to it, I seem to be more confused about the subject, so the therapist thinks about it I will help.

Today, I did not expect this day to be the saddest day ever. The sky is very bright, the birds sing in the trees, good music from YouTube, a cup of perfectly smooth and mixed coffee, my family makes me smile. Also, I am very sad. This is literally, I really want to cry, but I do not want to see crying today, so I need to stop it. I am in my parents' room. Because of my work, this is the day I need to move, I never thought this was one of the most painful decisions I made. This is the day that I never wanted. On this day my feelings are very bad, sad, incomplete and tomorrow will be wonderful. Life imperfections are happening to me now, I really do not want it to happen.

I do not want to celebrate the day when my child was diagnosed with diabetes. There was a big change in the life of the day. The dream of the day is over. It was the saddest day of my life. That was the day I could not get her up. That day, I had to face the day the child never woke up again. That day is also my birthday. My daughter celebrates the other day. The day she was discharged is now known as the Freedom Day. I like that. It reminds me of a positive event that happened in that nightmare. She added a kidney day. It was the day when her kidneys were declared healed, there was no more dialysis. This is a wonderful and wonderful reason. These days are on my calendar.