The Last Mile Racing

Depression firstly is a feeling of drowning. There is neither air nor space for breathing. This is the wall of the room above you. You do not want to join the last impossible mile of the game. When I was young, I felt the screen is already over my eyes, it made everything darker. Trees, buildings, cars, sidewalks - everything is dark. When I was in my twenties, it became more realistic anxiety and fear. Like a tide, I can feel the arrival of it. I will feel nostalgement a few days before the bad game, but I do not know what it is. If you do stressful work, you will be hopeless for months. Relationship troubles and broken hearts cause uncompetable obstacles to happiness. I think it is the longest time that people like me can not love what I bear. Depression seems to swim in cold, unpredictable waters without looking at the land

I still remember the last mileage exceeded 1 mile. This is middle of October 2009. Ragnar Ultra Relay. My car has a sticker. Our six team has completed a 200-mile relay race from Arizona State Central to Tempe, Arizona. My part is about 12 miles, 13 miles and 13 miles. Before I started Ragnar, my longest running was 15 miles last Saturday. What you see and stop is that you have to start over from the beginning. If you can easily do it in the first place, you will need to redo all the necessary energy first. Please do not stop. Just move. One foot is in front of the other. If you take a streetlight, a driveway you have trees. to continue

5K game - 3.1 miles of hills, rocks, meadows. It is a challenge for most people, but in some 5K games there are people who can easily be divided into 3 miles. First mile starts fast, runners start at their own pace. The 2 nd mile remained stable, but it accelerated to the end. The runner starts moving faster toward the finish, so the third and last mile is the fastest. When the runner masters or completes the 5K game, he or she plans to enter a more challenging game like 10K games. Games represent people's lives, especially my life. In the game, we are always moving towards the next direction as people advance in our lives. I always look forward to it in my life and I will never look backwards.