The Joys and Pains of Growing Up

When you notice that you are 19 years old, it takes less than three years to find what you want to do and find your career. It is changing my life

I drove to Chattanooga this weekend, of course with a 5 hour drive, and I have enough time to consider all these. When I drove through the mountains around me and a beautiful world, I realized that I could do anything. This is the reason I am afraid. I have a lot of choices.

When I was driving I noticed that I had to do my best to live a fulfilled life that I had to do. Since my mother was suffering from breast cancer, I understand that whatever happens, you really have to put yourself there and endanger your life.

Adventure is what I do best. I did not say that I intended to go to my parents, so I advanced to Chattanooga. I took care to come to the App from Alabama. I took the risk taking this class. As long as I learn something, all these risks will be rewarded in some way.

But now the situation is different. I am a Python "programmer". Of course, I will code. But there is no pleasure of opening the heart and placing a needle in it and observing it bleeding. This is not said to be very bad. You must understand that I am growing now. I can not always play. I want to make something. This is my purpose. And to be honest, this is another kind of happiness. It is fun to see the complete product I built from scratch. You also know - you always spend a great time making things. After understanding the basic logic, I did not mention the number of times I left things in the middle. It is sometimes a big pain to make products with you or your brother C ++.

Therefore, I develop fun and business (and pain) and we grow together. From the dissolution of the boyfriend, you can do a lot of things such as marriage, painful abortion, twin joy, game, purchasing a house through illness or treatment. All the steps are like this. I can not "grow" in a better environment :) Yes, I am in the right place at the right time, participate in a very exciting early business, have many opportunities for many years I am fortunate. . But this is what you do with these opportunities and your response to them - a good reaction, you will open more doors

Take off your wall. It is necessary to grow. This is a sad fact, but if you do not break it down, it will weaken your life. Safe but open. Life is full of happiness, pain, love, loss, fear, adventure, injury, change, possibility. Please open this all. Hiding can not keep you safe. Sticking to the present will not stop the change from occurring. Regret is a painful burden. You will get some wonderful achievements and let them feel themselves. You will also encounter some terrible disasters and let them feel themselves. Do not be afraid. Please do not hide. Life can be extremely difficult from time to time, but you can handle it. You are strong. Remember, you are what you want to be, you only have her let her go.