The day my happiness ended

Therefore, after I continued to tell her my suspicion, my wife acknowledged to deceive me. After work I told myself I was tired of being fat and playing video games. I am tired everyday after work but there are things I do not want to do much. We moved to a new town, and I promised to go out more because we are all around now. I even started paying $ 90 a month at the gym with a fitness instructor. In the first week here she found a new friend. I was very angry because she ignored my words about jogging and lying from time to time. As he is just a friend and assures me that he is not a threat, I understood that she would go out with her friends and let her go. She recommends me to jog and do jogging if I am not that fat. One day, I did not want to go with me, so when I spent the day cleaning up my old apartment, she came home at 5 o'clock in the morning. Relaxing at the nail salon and doing her nail on that day. I asked her, she told me that I went out for a game with him from 11 o'clock till midnight, but she did not do anything and it got higher. After three days, we returned to normal, I got the text shown above. I thought that I was a woman who always stayed with her. This is my worst nightmare. Imagine it many times in my head, and it will kill me more and more. We told her we would divorce. I can not be with a person who betrays me like this, and I will laugh at home and make me happy about it and conceal it and pretend that everything is going well after 3 days. I do not think I feel better, I think it will be the rest of my life. How are people dealing with this problem? Do not know what to do. I thought she was satisfied with her, this is what I got. Tldr version I thought that the woman who was with me wanted some friends because she was so lonely, so we moved to a new, better town, and I am happy, now I Think about it 24 hours a day, 365 days, you can not stay with her. There are still plenty of details I missed, I understand everything.

I thought that I finished this day when I turned on the car engine. But when I got home, I did not think I needed to count that little happiness. When I get off the car and enter the house, my day is not over. I am released from self that I have overlooked, from being concerned about everything else, from predicting the future (what is the future, what is it?). So my thought exhausted me and revived in the cycle. My brother, for some reason, was meaningful that my brother was accompanying him, so thankfully for his life there, I received an unexpected gratitude from his high school friends It was. This series of events caused my brothers to realize that he should pass this. I thank you, I appreciate you, you know. This effect is very wonderful for both ourselves and other people.

Day 32 I would like to know if there is a correlation between my daily happiness and the announcement of a new program or series cancellation at Netflix. After weighting happiness as a 1: 7 ratio, based on how many times Netflix held a new show, I was interested in that week and Sense 8 was canceled ... 32nd day. Sometimes it feels like the whole city is distracting. Your day was very saturated, you forgot the whole picture. Or, performing these activities is the overall picture. I do not know if this is a good thing. If it prevents me from moving forward or diverts my attention, I can not move forward. As with most things, both are possible