The Birth of My Daughter

The moment my daughter gave birth to my daughter Anais, it was coming soon. My doctor, a young man wearing a blue scrub, sent me to the delivery room with the help of a woman nurse wearing a green scrub, and my husband was scrubbing I was wearing. The delivery room in the hospital is very cold and very sterile. The walls are painted white, the gray tiles cover half of the wall, and the air is filled with soap. The delivery room has a garney covered with white starch linen and a large stainless steel lamp, and the microscope is stretching one side near the garney. The baby incubator looks like a large transparent plastic rectangular box.

In February I bore my daughter, but I sat down in the hospital bed within an hour after she was born, and tears came from my face. My daughter can not breathe or eat. She was born in cleft palate and the Pierre Robbins line - we do not know or is ready. I was told that the doctor transferred her to the newborn ICU. Suddenly, I felt completely naive, selfish, materialistic, vanity, stingy, confused and dark - a day before delivery, I was worried about what sister my son would wear. I would like to send her to the nursery in the evening, I would like to see the time but I would like to see the self-portrait and the roar of the photo - I think of all these meaningless details I am puzzled.

After my daughter was born, in March 2008 I just came back to the publisher and we were told that we are publishing books with Prince. It took me about a minute to realize that my boss was talking about the prince. I am very excited, very scared and very curious. I'd like to know what the prince is like ... I will soon understand. Love for my prince began in the 1980s. One of my older cousins ​​asked me to see a purple rain on the cable, I was fascinated by music, images and cool elements. Soundtrack is still one of my favorite albums, but when I was in elementary school sixth grade, I did not like to dance slowly during the party, so I can not listen to the title songs. If you told me then I will work with adults, I do not believe

Two years after my daughter was born, I began training with Dowler and began giving birth. As I became more confident in my ability, I started with my friends and family, charged a small fee and slowly increased my expenses. When I was born first, the midwife scrambled with her cell phone and let me think about what I should do. I tried several techniques I learned, but when most of the technology was rejected, it was a continuity of "You are fine, you stopped breathing and the baby is coming." We are grounded. My birth my excitement is about as good as my child.