succumb

Sacken (simple frustration of the third person singular, now abstention of participle, simple past and past participle discarding)

One month after my father's funeral, I became my teens. I entered puberty if I did not sleep in the summer, I was waiting in the dark every night. To be awake, I saw countless horror movies on a small TV in bed, besides Michael Myers, I met other bad guys. Method I am educating about the expectations of the world by myself or expecting the world to finally receive my education.

In 2015, I started a relationship I knew I did not participate. I know that I consider it a rebound. But then I got into it. I began to invade and suddenly yielded to it. But good things can not happen to one person. I also gave way to overestimation. I thought that it is not necessary to abandon that person, to look at that person, or to need it, and blocked all possible places as much as possible. I will stop everything and let myself free. Or I think. I started running. Now, if I think that this custom, I think that it began as a child. I used it to steal money from my mother's wallet and never talked to her. I was pretending that I had all the luxury a person could have. I stole it and never told her, to escape from her rebuke. This is where I ran away. I think that it all began there and everything is catching up with me. Whatever I stop, even if they escape from their torture and listen to their pain, they are chasing me.

Of course, I am not perfect. I succumb to everyone else in the contemporary world (so if I think I am a hypocrite, I ... ... that is why I have to say this time). I have to adjust those things that I have to do. There are work requirements and basic civilization. Still ... when I took the phone, I clicked on the day of the day and found that many small boxes were blocked. What is this? Where have I always been? How is my life? Why do I agree with this again? (The answer is usually because it is really far, I think that it solves it magically on its own.