Sometimes it’s Hard to Understand Yourself

I heard that the admission officer at the weekend says "The best tool for university search process is only a mirror". I need to agree. The admission process can be very stressful as entrance staff always say you "know yourself" yourself. However, we ask you to consider your life and thoughts, but remember that you do not want all the answers. If life is a journey, understanding yourself from time to time you will understand that the concept of self is constantly evolving. Needless to say, I would like to introduce this internet to Fury [Lahna] Sheron of Irving, California. This is her answer to the supplementary question of last year. Because she is cool, manga is used to explain her idea!

"Since I was a child, I noticed how other people existed.The way they talk, how I do ... My inner animator interferes with everyone's frame , I am not ready to understand the chameleon effect [you potentially adopt the qualities of others] I realized that I was somebody else that I did, very wonderful.

When I grew up, I absorbed the habits of more people, whether fictional or not. When I was in elementary school 9th ​​grade, someone said to me, "You seem to know who you really are." This made me very confusing. I thought about the effect of chameleon and I noticed that there was no idea like me actually. At that moment, I felt patchwork quilt composed of other people. Three years later, I still feel the same way, but I accepted it. The closest thing to knowing the truth about myself is to understand that my condition is constantly changing; I can never ascertain who I am. I can try to understand myself from time to time, but after all my ego is short lived, but it must be another's self. To try to understand others, you have to realize that they are also short lived. "(... 245 words)

As I said before, the reality is that this process is difficult. In order to finish all the work by oneself, it is insufficient to actually understand and understand how she works (whether inside or outside). That's why someone is responsible for the work you want to do. That is very important to me.

Sometimes it is easy. Sometimes it is difficult. From time to time, until you find a clue and return to the real world again, you almost convince yourself that you ran out of the door. Sometimes you just get rid of it in the maze for a couple of minutes, sometimes you get lost for a while. Someday you will return to the maze and hate yourself, and you will get angry about finding the right door for yourself. Sometimes you roll your eyes, tighten your belt, and start walking. Someday, I will scream first in the maze. On some days you are too tired of finding the door, allowing yourself to roll in the maze and live in survival mode until you have the power to climb again.

Balance means knowing when to take a rest and knowing when to work hard. It knows that you can handle yourself from time to time. It is understood that all journeys have dips and turns, sometimes allowing to slide before returning to the right path. It is about looking for ways to work hard to enjoy life, accept myself, and make better things for you.