Sometimes I wish I could just not care

I can not understand people are as cold as they have. I think I can quit doing things mind. I was surprised by the random attitude toward learning, working, driving, loving, and hundreds of other things. Even though people do not believe they should not mind, they never think of them in their little head.

This means I am kind and considerate, but all these are disturbed by something else that really hurts your ass can give you mouse ass

I heard about the tragedy of this news, I can not forget it in five minutes, I think how it feels if it happened to me, and how people feel. There are lots of opportunities to move around in my town, and I am surprised by the number of cars that would hit pedestrians rather than giving them access. Even a typical driver that disappoints you - others will be angry, but I am - sitting crazy there, but I also want to know if they got lost or not

I think that the greatest shock is high school. At least in my school, the students think that this is all natural. They consider this free education a joke. Even if the teacher works hard, they do not want to become knowledgeable people, and their grades are casually negotiated (many non-advanced courses). Those who do not have the power of the brain can get the timetable they want, but since each class is offered only once or twice, the person who challenges himself will have time for a while. Procrastination usually means not doing projects, articles, or anything else. does not matter. I know that there is an important work being blown away, I can not sleep with awake.

Those who do not mind are silly and missed things, but I have no choice but to admire them. When the project expires, they sleep twice as much as I do. They can reach their faster places, do not think about the story of someone they can never know, and are generally not so tense. But for some reason I still mind. Oh, is it okay?

I hope not to mind. Sometimes I hope that I can erase the world, but I can not. Especially the current environment is very similar to Germany in the 1930s. Over the years I have asked others to pay attention to the problems I mentioned; these seemingly contradictory issues and our unwillingness to deal with them make us these We led to a very dangerous era of. Now, if you pay attention to my post to a certain extent, you now know that I was particularly conscious of others with regard to the color of the skin in particular. I am worried that many of my white friends (yeah, I know that they are also white people) are not noticing that it is really bad. People are always surprised to say that people tend to ignore this problem as people do not reveal racial discrimination. So I tend to ignore other people like me and me. ;)

I think that this need is reasonable. But sometimes I wish I could look better for each other. I am not trying to solve my needs but I am hoping that I am not here to listen to the opinions of others. I hope that it is not in a hurry to complete the topic, so I can start talking about the confusion of my life and tap it lightly from my friend.

Sometimes I hope that I am not like this. In this aspect of my life, I am the same as everything else, I feel cold and peaceful. I can date like ordinary people. In my weak point, I think that I can see it as something not a big deal. I can spend my good night's sleep with a girl without a kind emotional connection, or I am concerned that there is a future between us. Just have fun. But that is not mine. I made this choice long ago.

Of course, I think that I will earn more money. I have something I want to be able to purchase without having to share my apartment with others. Sometimes I think that I can waste something, such as dropping my hair or rubbing with a brush. Sometimes I wish for more intimate friends. But after all, my life was very good. There are no complaints

Unlike most relationships, we are far away. Sometimes it is difficult for us, but every day I know, I hope you are here. Every day, I think you can hold your hand. I think I can kiss you. I hope you can watch the movie together on rainy days. I hope that you can bake cookies, listen to the green day together, and then get to sleep. I am keen to spend time together. Sometimes, I still feel your embrace for me, I still can feel your hands, I still can smell your Cologne can. I can not wait for a while, we are not always that far. Even though I am far away, you are always in my head. I always hope that I can spend all of my time with you.