Saying Goodbye to My Grandfather

I do not know how much time I spent on this paper, how many times I wrote the draft. "Who are you?" This is a question we are often asked, but the answer to this question is the question everyone is trying to solve. It is almost impossible to explain the change in seconds as well as days. If there are too many events occurring in life, our identity may change. However, it is in these events that our strengths are reflected. I am usually a more introverted person, but there was a recent serious incident that I am not afraid of sharing.

In the middle of spring, I got a call from home. Phones from families are rare and usually die or die. This is a phone. After returning to Meadow Lake in 6 hours, I got a call from him. A week later, I went home and told the people who faced a funeral that I had not seen in the past two years. Even if it was a funeral, the focus was to celebrate the great, but my past was full of abuse flashes. I broke down at the funeral and experienced two major panic attacks. Neither attack was so helpless, I lost all the features of my excellent athletic ability and I could not control it from head to toe for over an hour. When I thought it was strong I was waving something useless

My 100-year-old grandfather Felix is ​​in a bad state, we know that there is not a long way to go, so on the 15th month of this month I fly to Melbourne and basically say good-bye It was. This is also the morning, gay marriage in Australia was legalized eventually, as my plane took off, as the announcement was announced at 10 am, I am very happy. We went to my Nonno sanatoria, and when he was awake he did not talk for most of the time. He certainly knew that we were there, and it was a very consolation. Finally he slept with my uncle Tony until my mother and I decided to take home a few hours and then spent the night with him.

Feeling ...... I am sorry for a moment. I love my grandfather, I never saw him in a year, I want to say goodbye to him. But, with my love, I am curious. About who I am, curious about what I am, and about the curiosity I feel. Somehow it is wrong. Perhaps I am a bad person, so it seems to ask me to see my grandfather's body. He was placed in his coffin, and most of his body was covered with races, but his face appeared. This is a coffin shaped coffin with a cross on the lid standing on one side. They look like objects that might have been shot from a vampire movie, but of course this is retrograde. Vampire movies traditionally have images from the Victorian era in preparation for the role of the deceased. And since we are in the UK, things tend to go in a traditional way.