My palm is sweating, my heart is racing, I do not know what happens or I will come across. I was not a girl who accepts new circumstances. When I enter high school, I think that there is an opportunity to start from the beginning, open a page of the life book, and open a new page. I would like to become a girl for everyone after all. I imagined that I would join a party with my new friends, live all night and do all the high school students would normally do.
I knew one of my brothers and sisters around 10 years old, but I have never talked about or met with her before I graduated from high school. Then, there was another unknown older brother and sister, I learned by way, but I did not meet until the first year students of the university. In the majority of my life, I had incomplete emotions and I did not know what it was. I sat in the room for the first time and stared at each other until we got there. eternally. My older brother is a strong independent entrepreneur married within a month, magical lady and my other sister, living in Atlanta. I am not proud of wonderful, successful, and sincere people. I feel happy in that room, but I can not be embarrassed in my stomach. I have been deprived of my life with them for many years.
My high school freshman brought my older brother close to me. He is a seventh grade father until I go on to college. It is not that my father does not exist. He is. The situation is complicated. But my freshman is the golden age for friendship between our brothers and sisters. In the senior year, he just spent the year swimming team with Captain Swimming to stay with him. How nice. My best experience at high school. I distract from my depression. Therefore, when my brother left home to attend college when he was in sophomore, I crashed. One afternoon I went to a counselor. And she immediately taught me the district therapist who went to our school once a week.