Personal Narrative: Harsh Criticism of my Writing

Even after 20 years in the course of my writing, this sharp criticism causes deep and long-lasting blows when I am still a bloody red ink full of news mission falls on my desk. "It's all wrong," she passed through the aisle and stayed for a long enough time to smell nicotine, so the high school news teacher shouted at me. At the same time, my abdominal muscles are tied, my face burns like fever, and these four words have gone outside my heart again and again.

"The hatred of President Putin is very strong, so old style news and fair rules are thrown aside," Parry wrote. "At the individual level, even if I refuse to participate in the" resistance "of opponents who played against players for many years, I have been strictly criticized. Please join us to find out why he resigned. Some people see I stick to the same news criteria, I was betrayed in some way. "

My common dependency is summarized in me through child abuse. From the fear of revenge on doing so, I hesitate to talk - write. I am worried when I tell the truth or when I say negative results due to others placing me in my place like the childhood habitual reactions To do. Throughout my life I would like to work hard to recover from this trauma and build a healthy relationship with me and other people. All my life, what I want is a functional, mutually beneficial relationship. They understand how to make containers that we can see. I only want the community I am accepted and loved like me. Because I was a girl, I always wanted to have a "fantasy relationship" with men without requiring masks, performance or unhealthy entanglement.

I confess. I think that harsh criticisms of people important to my life and career trajectory hurt my longest time. I would like to believe it will be easier every time it happens - I will be stronger each time it happens. I feel guilty and criticism hurt me, I am deeply aware that life is not fair, I am not naive. I know that I am not owed to anyone. I think I know everything, so I would like to draw myself as a person like the most elegant woman. I actively try to hide it and tell myself that this is not personal to me. After all, professional master and those who have it all tell us how to criticize in 70 different ways. Every person is not good or not easy