My Three Wants

Abraham Maslow distinguished between needs and needs. Demand is a basic human requirement. On the other hand, desire is a conscious desire for something. For me, my wish is influenced by my inner desire. First of all I want to go to college, secondly I want to make a support department to hurt people, I hope to personally enjoy the glory of life. At this point in my life, these three are the most important to me. Of course, going to a university is what I always want to do in my life.

In my life, I have fought with authority - a way I do not have meaning and a path that seems to fit other people. When I was three years old, I wanted to expel me from the nursery. If I sit and paint them, it is. This lifelong struggle means that at the age of 29 I was watching what I was unemployed, single and what my life was doing. I spent these time seeking my alternative way choices. I am determined to do something different meaningfully, such as politics, valuable things, teaching. But hey, I am neither morning nor low salary. After several months of introspection and embarrassing answer, when asked "What did you do?" My conclusion is that the problem is not what I was doing. Who did it?

I tried to finish my life three times. Most of my friends know one of them. I had medicine in all three times, and I stayed in the hospital three times. None of these are attractive. I would like to talk about the first two times. I was hospitalized in a mental hospital for six weeks in the second week. This is not the secret of my childhood struggle. I will not enter it. This overwhelms my family and shows how their actions affect myself and my brothers and sisters. Frankly, this is not the focus of writing this article but it is important to know. I am a messed up teenager. I have never learned how to build relationships, trust, love and deal with emotions.

The truth is that you do not need it all. Even if you do this, the reality will not be the case. For example, I accepted the fact that I wanted to make my family the center of my life. My time to spend with my wife and three foster children is my top priority. As a result, I can not work 12 or 15 hours a day like some people. It's okay. I made my choice. The traditional creative view is that it is not structured and does not follow the rules, but creativity is usually done by thinking in a well-known box, not outside it. People will use their creativity when restricting choices rather than broadening their choices. Therefore, by defining and constraining the goals of life more clearly, it will be better because you can cut everything beyond the goal.