My Relationship is Like a Terrifying Plane Trip

Many of my friends, he likes me, obviously I told myself that he likes and beyond; they talk it the most common thing in the world. They said: "People have built relationships, dated, and built." You know what they did. They are also on airplanes. When I think of the possible cost of falling in love, regardless of whether it is a fight or a broken heart, I feel that I want to scream inside. Just as I am in the air, I am crumbling, I only want to put my feet back on the ground.

I am afraid of the plane. Actually, I am afraid of many things, but the plane is definitely there. Whenever I am in the plane, I have a ceremony: I can take off, take off at any time, and stop my breath through the whole landing process. Now, I know that this will not stop planes magically in the air (if so, I think "hero", not merely a citizen of the air). I can not control anything. But this may solve my idea when I am in the plane I have recently noticed that I did a lot of such anxiety rituals. Life things ... It starts to affect the way I interact with people. So recently, I am about to give up the need to control everything. This is not easy ... in fact it is too difficult

In my life, I was afraid of the plane. I was afraid that the whole idea of ​​being trapped in an airplane would explode, collide, or hit lights. I will dream of being the only passenger on the plane without a pressure help mask. I even broke all the limbs of the ground. Most of these nightmares are pretty common, but they keep me breathtaking and free from the idea of ​​taking me on an airplane. I want to drive or take a boat to either place. unrealistic

Death is not as far as I was young. This is not only for elderly people. This is not suitable for patients. It can be attacked anytime, anywhere. This terrible idea surprised me. If I got on this plane, did it mean that I saw my beautiful, wonderful, wonderful, incredible grandmother at the end? My funny brother? My heart shrinks in my mind, even if I type. If I can not see my kindness, love, what should I do with my mother? My thoughts and brains are very confused. Twenty - four hours ago, I prayed for the dead in a desert and muggy. After 12 hours I entered the mall with my brothers and sisters, and people celebrated Eid al-FILTR here.