My Pursuit of Feeling Security

Safety, safety, safety are the most popular emotions. Even love can not provide peace and tranquility that peace of mind can bring. I will share the moment in my life with you when they feel strong enough to stick to the textile of my existence. I remember my first vacation at home; I was very small with my parents. I took a bus from Karachi in Pakistan to Mari in Pakistan. Due to the pressure of many sweaty field workers, single mothers, computer businessmen, curious visitors, and alone solitary children, this old and squeaky bus 10 years ago is hot and humid was.

Because immigrants from many countries around the world are flowing in, I am interested in the feelings of others. And their children are born and raised to live a more peaceful, comfortable and safer life. They say that when they choose to settle in that country, and their children grow to become locals and eventually say that the locals' languages ​​are their mother tongue What do you feel? Do you want to know people's feelings when they settled in Eastern Europe, Japan, South Korea, or Russia somewhere, and train people who grew up not to have similar values? Does it hurt so much?

Is it pursuit of height or pursuit of fear? Do you pursue excitement or pursue an unknown world? Do you still pursue discipline and give stimulus? I have challenged my motivation over the years. Because these things dragged me badly to the mountain. The pain in my neck had to end these ideas. I just noticed what my eyes looked up for a long time. It is time to go back to earth and go to sleep the next day.

Life confuses me. I need to be afraid of any grace, so I pursue my career. In this way, I lost track of my way, pursued success, recognition, and economic stability. I forgot myself and forgot about my house. When I forgot, I lost. When I lost, I found only sorrow and regret. "My couple looks like shoes," My Rebbe told me in Yeshiva. "When you are comfortable with shoes, do not think about it, just keep on running, but if your shoes pinch your feet, even if that is only a moment, I can not think of anything else." I think this is correct, but it is not complete. In order to keep your shoes on your feet, you need to take care of the strings. Otherwise, even the most comfortable shoes in the world will fall.