My Personal Search For A Meaningful Existence

I personally look for meaningful existence. I am self-love, greedy, trivial, and mentally weak. My most important thing is that my feelings are invalid. However, until recently, I unconsciously restrained my inner heart to achieve ambitious existence, and because I prefer self-satisfaction and useless comfort and safety, I consciously believe that these I did not notice that I committed one of the completely derogatory attributes. Provided. There is a void in me, which is not uncommon among members of my Eurocentric society, but these members are derived from conscious or unconscious knowledge.

In my experience, I rarely allow my environment and myself to get a simple license. But more importantly, I find that I am actively opposed to existing ones when it is a wonderful, amazing, funny, or meaningless thing. Because we are surrounded by something not worth boasting to others, accepting ordinary can even make us feel bored and unimportant. If we do not allow ourselves and ourselves to reach there, that usually means that we are fighting a fight we can not win. We are about to change what we can not change now. We are fighting existing reality in worthless ways. After all, this endless fighting cycle exhausted us, and despised himself to a certain extent.

I changed the meaningful existence when my mother died suddenly. At first, I thought that the most important and meaningful action human beings can imagine and nurture children. I hung for a while, but as I age I let it go. Only a few people in the world can have a meaningful existence, life is not only about life, it is not about life. Then I think we have to create a wonderful work of art. Let's create an artistic heritage that affects generations. But what if you do not achieve this? It seems I understood that I am preparing for misfortune. How about changing the world? This is a noble act, and to a certain extent possible. So I think there must be meaning to every expression of my artist. There is no frivolous, hollow, shallow thing. Then my logic keeps moving forward until I realize that the most meaningful thing I can do is to live my real and superior existence. I can influence others like this, but this is not a goal. This is what I feel myself.