My Parents' Divorce Made Me Who I Am Today

In retrospect, I remember the relationship between my mother and my father was like yesterday. I am only 4 years old and I am small and interested; I am walking around looking inside the house. Since I am an Olympic track for me, I climb to a bookshelf like an adventurer by adventuring Himalayas, opening windows on the walls and laying them on the carpet in the living room. A star fighting her gold medal, but my parents do not like my stupid imagination.

"My parents divorced about thirty years ago when I was 12 Today I got married to my family but still I feel the influence of my parent's divorce decision, Even if I continued seeing me during the "visit", occasional exchanges could not fix the deep meaning of this abandonment. When there is no reliable person, I will re-discuss the issue of abandonment with my father, but to this day I am still thinking about divorce but I can not understand how a man stuffs his bags and deposits their children. Our life, but this is not my viewpoint. "

Before my parents divorced my father would tell me that he and my mother's marriage counselor called me "a repairman" at 9 years old. I was explained as a person who is trying to talk, a person who makes people happy, an intermediary. Most children do not want parents to divorce, so I decided to have parents talk easily or work with them to prevent it. I deny the emotions and try to suffocate. Life gave me a curved ball, I want to shoot it outside the park. When I look back on such things, I would like to know how this behavior will last in my adulthood if it retains or maintains some value.