My Lifelong Dream Ruined in a Moment

Her words are like shouting loudly through my brain. I do not know how long I can not make a sound - I have never heard of such a voice, so I am shocked by the combination of my mother's shaking voice. A few hours before that realized my feet trembled, I felt my thought hid in the shadows and I lost the ability to talk. "You are okay?" - I finally whispered, and in a few seconds everything became clear.

Since I left, I have been to America - a lifelong dream. I published a book - a lifetime dream. I have time to do coaching, treatment and spiritual guidance and doing a lot of internal work that is not done by everyone, which will bring me a lot of internal treatment. I have ample room to really think what I want to do, what kind of life I want to do and what kind of person I want to be. I am told the end in every aspect, and I am exposed and faced with the deepest darkness, anxiety, fear

This year I showed my confidence that it is the beginning of a lifelong dream pursuit. I began to write for many media companies to fulfill my full-time job, family responsibilities, then lose my job and work on the future publication of the first two books and the emergence of my executive coaching business It was. I do not prove everything else, rather than writing these things for other effects, I am most proud of my determination and consistency. It took me a long time to be this crucial idea, consistent with my daily, weekly, monthly and future annual goals. What I am proud of is that I have always been admired by others.

It took me a while to read this article and read it again. This made me realize that it is no longer my life. Wearing a perfect white suit and wearing a stethoscope on the neck is a "dream", a dream of my life. Long meditation and monologue began. Finally, with a lot of cries and confidence, I acknowledge that I am no longer in the same mood. I was not a fan of change. Deciding to give up the road I paved for myself is definitely one of the most difficult decisions in my life. I am leaving a familiar path, and I am about to walk a way not far far. Medical, scientific, spiritual and spiritual consumption, but I am safe and familiar with the road. I read journals, write scientific papers, digest case - I've been doing these things for the past 8 years, and doing it for about 10 years is just a nightmare