How a ghost. Hell is a lonely hot pit - suffering and pain without end. After your heart stops beating, I never believe there really is a better place. You can not make everything in the world a better place with magical powers. It is all right now. Now if you do not believe the light, you can not believe in the dark, so I do not think there is evil power that can punish you forever - it seems a bit steep. You alone are responsible for what you are doing - your spirit.
From there, rocky day, my life is hell. I have a lot of questions and I do not have an answer. I am lost. Right now, Eva, what about now? There is no answer. I am a human shell, if you want it is a zombie, I am patiently waiting to be hit by lightning or a train. I need something to resolve this pain and confusion. This is inconvenient. Here, in the mission, I realized that my life is not too bad. It was in this mission that I forgot all the problems of the shit and opened my heart and eyes to the world around me. There are so many beautiful, broken souls on the street, I just want love, friendship and kindness.
The first thing I have to do is to know. In my life, God threw me into Hell's holes again and again, but I was not yet aware of the perception of the surroundings. I spent most of the time in hell. Before you understand what beliefs and how to develop belief tools, let's talk about how people live in hell first, even if you do not understand it. Very simple reason: Satan lives on every side and inside of that person. God certainly plagues us with love, kindness, compassion, patience, hope, joy, compassion, and strength. Satan will do the same lying, deceiving, playing, hanging carrots, messing up, operating, controlling. If you live in China, the bubble of life and prosperity is mainly Christian, and you are very lucky.