My Life as a Diabetic

I do not tell you how I feel as a diabetes patient. Talking about it will make things worse. When I explain my pain, I have to think about it. Please disregard it; maybe it disappears. I am caught in fear as to what might happen. I do not want to convey this fear to you. You are not like me. This is not your body, your life. I do not want to tell you because you do not want me to be afraid of me. I can deal with it. I will be fine. I do not tell you because I know that my story is not enough I can not express what it is, but I really want you to know (even if Even though you can not feel it perfectly).

This is the 24th time. My view on the lives of people with diabetes is currently complicated. Someday I feel it is crushing it and doing it well (seeing a stable blood glucose map helps this). On the other day, when I awoke, I was shocked by the pressure I put on myself and my loved ones, I was weary of tiredness, loneliness.

As I explained in the last few weeks, I have an "artificial pancreas" or insulin pump. My daily life is a process that can confirm the amount of insulin that my body needs. Last week was as good as last week. In my diabetes management, A1C is estimated to be 1, my blood glucose (BG) is "in range" between 70 and 180, 95% of the week. I seem to manage my hypoglycemic case in the morning. I have been licking after eating for about two hours, but it is not bad enough to have hypoglycemia.

For those who do not know what diabetes is, it basically means that my pancreas does not produce the insulin necessary to regulate blood glucose (glucose). Without supervision, people with diabetes can be life-threatening. Because it is an autoimmune disease, your immune system tends to weaken and you are more prone to other autoimmune diseases. The most common hospitalization for me is related to food poisoning and viral gastroenteritis. Injection of insulin is dangerous when I can not eat or drink anything. Therefore, I need to be hospitalized to adjust my blood sugar level in a controlled environment, IV can be used to improve my level.