My Father and I

My father and I, my father and I started walking on a long black shiny wall. As we get closer, the steps will be late. We are hesitant. My heart began to jump faster, and I felt a pain in my stomach. As I approached the statue of the three bronze men, my father clasped my hand. A monument or a "wall" of a veteran of the Vietnam War is in front of us, but we realize that we can not move ourselves. My father stood there staring at the statue, so he would not continue. During the silence, he talked about incredible details of the sculpture, such as towels wrapped around the soldier's neck, M-60 machine guns, and soldiers' ammunition zones.

At that time, my father and I were alienated to some extent for more than 10 years. When I last met my father, I was 11 years old. Nine years after college second grader, I decided to write down my father and grasp what I missed after stopping communication. Possible - together. "I am writing this letter for you because I want to get closer to a really wonderful adult relationship between you and me, of course I am afraid as I love you.Fear "I explained," I think that there are several things that need to be explained and understood in order to move forward. "

My father and I have not talked for 14 years, but for the past 20 years I have nothing to do with it. When we build a relationship, there will be a happy moment and a painful moment. As my father's topic can speak casually, I know that I can not answer simple questions about him, so I feel embarrassed. Questions such as "Where does your father live", "What is he doing for his life"? I google my father yearly, so I can get some sort of answer and I do not feel I need to make a story. I remember having a casual conversation with the people I just met, but they asked me about my father in the form of an icebreaker. I decided to take the risk and tell the truth. I said, "I have not told my father for many years," they replied, "You are a father, you are a father, you have only one father, intention, but they The words sin for me