My Daughter's Baby

"This is a girl" Even when I first heard these words speak in the delivery room, this is not the first thing I have heard. But this is the first time I heard that I talk with their daughter. This is different from other moments in my life. Just eight months ago, my daughter Kirsten was only 18 years old, she said shyly, saying she would make a baby. When I laughed at her and hugged, I removed the fears and emotions that I could not share with her. I know that our life has changed forever, and I want to know if we are closer as usual.

When the newly born children arrive in our family, I will return to the baby mode I was just born when buying fixtures and clothes. Last weekend I spent a lot of time digging up all the baby clothes of my baby, finding the little men that are perfect for us, and very good for my husband All my favorite being born I remembered the staple. Valuables I am a parent

In 2013, in the second year of Amazon, I had my own child. Six weeks after my daughter was born, I was diagnosed with cancer. My oncologist 's staff explained in detail how I pumped and throw mother' s milk for 24 hours to prevent my daughter from taking radioactive substances. So, I comforted my baby. After my surgery, when I was on maternity leave, I received a letter stating that the health insurance provided by my employer has ended. After dozens of panic e-mails and phones, the overall thing was that the system was said to be malfunctioning. There was a report of COBRA one week later, and at that time I changed my husband's insurance.

In 2014, my little girl Elouisa died in my arms, my life changed forever. A few weeks later, my husband helped tell us the strange results we lost - we are not afraid of anything. As there is nothing to destroy the damage caused by the death of Elouisa, our new reality feels like an opportunity to live bravely. Please note that despite the disorder of broken heart, there is no fear of bold hope. This situation was always with me and I was not afraid before I saw Donald Trump becoming a Republican presidential candidate. I am afraid of ugliness and hatred for his information center, emptiness of his idea, and arrogance to his personal interests. I was shocked by the normalization of the hatred's speech in American political discourse.