My Best Friend's Death

In my 18 year life my parents repeatedly told me to be cautious during driving as my parents. When I was a passenger in the car, they also told me to be cautious. As a typical teenager, I think that I am invincible and nothing happens. On 2 June 2014 my invincibility has expired. It is a hot and humid day, and it is expected that the weather will be bad in the afternoon. My last class ended at 1:15 pm. My plan was fixed in the rest of the afternoon. The first thing on my agenda was to turn into more comfortable shorts and shirt.

On June 25, 2016, I lost my close friend. His death pierced my life and the lives of many other people. In my sorrow, frustration, and destruction I continue to feel, remember what he left and look back over my life. My decision, my own people, and most importantly, how do I choose to spend time. Unfortunately, how can I listen to a million phrases, but this kind of thought needs to be persistent. In this case, the word that continually appears is "I am living for today because I can not guarantee tomorrow." The vulnerable nature of life occupies the front and center of my heart. The risk of "I will do next year" "I will visit within a few months" "Meet him next time" is very dangerous. This kind of understanding brings inherent discomfort, but I am very lucky to get this news.

After my unfortunate death of my dear friend, when I tried to pray, I felt often that there was no word - just as my heart was completely closed. For eight months I asked him to cure my best friend for him. But he chose to call her house. In my sorrow, I thought that I could not help and my prayers were in vain. In "Split Spectrum" by Gregory Boyd and Paul Eddie, the authors compare different views in evangelical Christianity. In the discussion of the authors on free will, there is an argument in the whole Bible that "many of the things God has made in the world are influenced by whether or not his people pray".

I have had lots of things since I started this blog, but chose to share most of it. One of my close friends, the wedding of the other best friend, and my purpose of finding a date on this occasion died. I became my first uncle, and I had a hard time commemorating the 1st anniversary of my biological father's death. All these occurred to me, and for whatever reason I always put it there. I will not do this. I think that many people care about what I experienced. I do this because I think that many people have experienced similar things. . Such a thing supports the feelings when I started a blog, my story is not a unique story but a shared story, because someone has experienced this story. .