My Arrogant Heart

From dusk to dawn, my life is generally slow. At dawn, I always try to remember the days of the week. If this is another repetition work day, I can only get up before my father starts up a 1 liter BMW engine and gives up. But if I am lucky enough to get up on Saturday and Sunday, I will be wrapped in the warmth of the bed. I am in a lazy state and I am lazy to live. My mother kept urging me to "Go out and play with children", but I can not premature babies satisfy the minimum requirements or even my advanced skills of football I think that I can not do it.

But recently, if I honestly make me quiet, the irritating and arrogant and pure ignorance began to raise my heart rate. Just like two vans across the pedestrian cross, I do not want to plow at a safe intersection with legal access, please let me shake the brass as if it were a fool. It is everywhere, that streets, pipes, offices, and even more anxious it is in our institution. This arrogance, I seemed to make bullying look good, with bigger, better, bigger, more embarrassing, more embarrassing attitude, it seems that the mainstream has become ridiculous everywhere

There is a deeper secret behind my arrogance. My heart hurts, I am very depressed and lonely. My loneliness is to force me to drink and smoke. But on that important night, I decided not to save money by drunk but eventually I was too late to avoid making friends happy. In the face of death, looking at my life from the number of times I flushed in front of me was making me a cold creature. As long as it does not kill you, it does not seem like a big deal for me. Nevertheless, the existence of death and my avoidance impers me of ignorance and abuse of others.

Pride prevents the clarity of the heart. When I think that my book will do a lot of things, I am arrogant because I think there is no other reason for this fact. Please see what happens to the publication of this book, as my arrogance has made it impossible for me to perform an appropriate necropsy. I am no longer working on titles until it gets attractive. It doubled my efforts before I started this book and prevented me from adding the infrastructure I need. There is no promise or guarantee of the result in the work itself. Before one of them gets bigger, I may write ten books. I can write ten books, but none are big numbers. However, there is the possibility that good will happen if I write 10 books each time and really improve my writing and marketing.