If you were allowed to change anything in your past, what would it be?

In theory, I can change many things, I can change the fact that I was seriously bullied at home and school until I was young and grown up.

I can change the fact that when I was eleven I took a knife and drag it onto my arms and cut it myself for the first time.

After cutting for years, you can change the fact that starting burning is not enough.

Because my father denied being the reason why I fully understood myself in the courtroom, he can waive me for payment of the unpaid fee for 18 years and force the DNA examination.

I can change events that caused many years of torture at school. And that eventually leads to serious depression and social unrest.

When I went for a drink with an elderly classmate, I was able to change the college night, my drink soared up and what happened Post-traumatic stress disorder for me, Panic attacks and serious depression, no one of this friend noticed I have not talked to them for months.

You can change the crash of the first woman I told myself.

I can even change some small things, like my drinking a couple of times, my sleepy nights, and the night when I stealed food from others' kitchen. Or I thought that the day I was kicked out of art school was a friend stabbed me when I had no reason and I accused me of doing some terrible shit.

With the opportunity, I can change lots of things, and lots of things are not listed here. But after all, why should I do this?

I will not be present unless I have experienced all the stupid things I have experienced in my life. I may not be very good, but I am myself. If I can not become myself, who else can I do?

I suffer from violence, rape, and MS. Nothing changes, but my MINDSET! I will not allow my past to lead my future! If you did not remember when reading this article, please understand that your life is precious! Everything that you suggest to do should be proud of you! Do not recognize it, do not go on another day! There is a reason for adversity in your past. Please do not hang up anymore. When you concentrate on the future, not behind you, it can achieve control and growth! So practice with this every day and write down your thoughts. Several things should change gradually over time! I strongly believe you stick to the end and achieve your goals in your life. The reason is that I believe in you and I understand that you have the ability to perform the necessary enforcement!

If you think you are who you are and what you have done in the past decides your future, think again. People grow and change their direction. Your identity yesterday is not someone you must stay today even if you come tomorrow. Even if you fail in the past, you can succeed in the future. Please have confidence to continue working hard. Successful people do not allow something to erode the ability to create a successful future in the past. Many people feel that their destiny is destiny. The truth is that your destiny is what you can shape - power is in your mind, a way to convince yourself, just a way of not taking responsibility. Sometimes things can be difficult, sometimes things can be difficult, but you always have the ability to create your own success or failure. Your destiny is in your hand, in your heart, and in your heart