I struggle in vain against them; but the more I struggle the more I feel I must succumb.

In junior high school, I learned to expect betrayal. More importantly, I internalized all gaze, whisper, and joke, and I was convinced that something was wrong. I worked in vain to make classmates want to see, but I do not know how to become such a person. A few years passed, when I was in my twenties, I developed an unfortunate defense mechanism. After the honeymoon stage of a new relationship, I am scared and I am looking for defects of my precious people. I think that what I can explain is lack of abuse or affection for the evidence they are using me. This caused controversy and dissolution

I grew up in Chennai, "always receiving" education. I always accept the inner conflict and often fight. I was advised to be slim, female and socially acceptable. But it depends on the social circle and it is becoming increasingly difficult to maintain it. You wondered how your stylist complained about every part of your body and tried to sell all the products in the rack so that you were 'his / her perfect version' Did you think that? Have you ever been harassed by a salesperson, he said that when you slide on clothes as a high-end shop, "your size" can not be used or dismissed.