I Promise: A Promise I Could Not Keep to My Sister

3 months ago "Come to Brianna, you will not be ready!" "I almost finished, do not complain!" "It's stupid!" (I said that I could see better than her) At the time my favorite sentences) We have finally gone to the party. Music explodes, we laugh like usual. We finally convinced our parents to drive us, and because I got a license, it was mainly me. When we started participating in the party, Brianna was nervous.

When I decided to start the upcoming process, I first told my sister. If she talked about my situation with my brother-in-law, she will ask if she accepted it. When I decided to talk to my parents they promised to provide emotional support there. When the time came, they kept this promise and kept me as far as possible to resist the parents' harsh words. I wrote a letter to my parents and then disappeared for a week, so they were able to process the information. Five nights, I lived in the house of my best friend. I have been to college with her, so I do not need to be alone. Three days later, I went for a day trip to Fayetteville, North Carolina. My parents did not kick or abandon me, but during this time I received some nasty text messages from my mother. I did not receive a text message or a phone call from my father. This was absolutely silent on the first night when I departed. This is the sharpest silence I have ever heard. nothing

My ears are ringing. My brain is blank. When I gazed at freckles on the wall, I was able to hear only the same poisonous phrase in my head. When my father could not keep this promise, I began to worry that no one could keep this promise. After many years of work, I can not understand that he can discard it after his growth, after lacking my 7th birthday in rehabilitation. I always think that this promise is always kept, especially from my father, I have no choice but to feel disappointed and betrayed.