I Need To Know Where I Came From To Know Where I Am Going

When I grew up, I learned the story of my fathers, and they were all immigrant stories. Since I want to know that "I need to know where I came from and where I am headed", I feel that I need to learn about their stories. My achievement is not my own achievement, but thanks to their accomplishments in my life. I think that my family history is the cornerstone of improvement for all generations if it is in units of millimeters. My ancestors came from Germany, Sweden, and Bohemia.

James Baldwin has a famous proverb. to go. This is the reason I keep talking about my pain. In order to integrate my position, can I know where I want to go? She brought pain and anxiety which I hid deep within me, and opened them. In the last few years she has taught me some of the most injured and destructive moments. I suffered from the sorrow that my childhood endured for a long time and hurt my core for intimate relationships.

When I was 22 years old, when I was 32 years old, I had to think about myself and decide whether I want a child or not. This is kind of ridiculous, like - when you will know yourself How do you know? How can I surely say when I am sure? But you know, I am 32 years old next month, this is my first time in my life - Yes, I am sure that I want a child. Like, 75% confidence. Likewise, I will plan the next decade of my life. It does not mean that I do not think that I can live a happy life even without a child. From my current perspective, I think that I can have a fulfilling life even with or without children. I do not think that life expressing the value of capitalism equally fulfills. I do not believe in dedicating my life to my career, and the pursuit of material products is equally substantial. But I believe that the life devoted to Zen will be satisfied. I think that my efforts to really help people's lives will be fully enriched.

Finally, thank you. I did not know this until that happened. I need to give you up, I do not know. I know more about myself. I now know that what I want to get from my life is clearer than ever and I would like to thank you. I am cheerful and I am learning ways to believe my life more. Anyway, before I tremble deeply, you should know that I woke up a few weeks ago.