I learned a lot and I grew a lot. I learned that there are no rights and mistakes in human relations. The interpretation of our behavior is entirely different from other explanations. Digging deeper makes it more complicated and complex. I acknowledged this was no problem. If you lose someone, the real situation about endings, usually the accumulation of all your life events, all negative aspects not removed from your heavy heart, creating all the anxieties you suffer Never. Next to you, you are pushing you by yourself. When you lose someone, the possibility of walking away is more likely to be hurt than obviously opening up.
My situation is indeed a blessing to me because I learned a lot about what I might ignore. For example, if we were pleased, I learned that the Lord would fulfill our responsibility. I lost the ability to do art, but for him, I have restored this ability and I found it to be the source of happiness. This accident gave us the time to enjoy the beauty of the freedom of my life - mountains, sunsets, and many things we consider occasionally. It teaches me the skills to love my husband. Because of his natural panorama and a growing miracle he became my favorite artist.