I Hated My Father, Now I Love Him

I dislike my father. He is always concerned about fairness, and as I am, our definition is quite different. I think equity means my happiness - when I am not happy, some things are unfair. My father does not know the truth I know. I am the most important thing in the universe. In order to treat my father fairly, the world is full of people who do not know the truth, but he is a person who intends to contact the root of my appeal.

They say that there is a delicate boundary between love and hate. So I think I will start this article from something I would like to kill my father. Here I will tell you the secret. He dislikes being called "father". As it is what I call "snowbury", I will use the word father as much as possible to ensure that I am a father, let's rotate in his grave! I know, I know ... I am a lovely girl! The picture below is the image of my father. It was taken about six months before his death. This is one of me and one of the two of us.

My father has been up there since seven years, but he has been in jail for many years due to drug-related crimes, and he lives only sporadically in my life. When I grew up, I did not want to talk about him, and my mother did not force this problem. Some of my reasons for avoidance is disgrace. It is a general reaction to the quiet conspiracy of our society over substance abuse and abuse. But mostly frustration I do not know - I can not answer the simplest question about one of the two I should know best.

Whenever I see a child playing with my father, I want to know why my father and I can not do it. I hated him soon. I dislike what he does for my family. It is a family I really want. I do not like the behavior he is doing. Also, I hate that he is not his father. The separation of my father and mother has a big influence on my life. I suddenly became an adult. I started to help mother take care of my sister. In addition, I have developed forces in some way to help overcome obstacles society has. I will prove to my father that I can survive without my father.