I Had Planned for Months to Escape

I bounced the transmission of the radio in a dim room to fight the storm. This will be my last change as a Soviet navy radio technician. From my corner, I saw Boris walking to my station. "Kurdakov, go drink, I will take it!" He did not know what I did not come back. I planned to escape it for several months, but I am hesitating to capture. We are only a few miles from the coast of British Columbia and can withstand the storm.

About 6 months after my son was born, I am planning to run away. But after about 3 months I realized I was pregnant again. I know that I am mentally broken and have to stay for at least a year. It is absolutely devastating. Insulting was never good and nothing improved, I gave birth to another boy. In the first year, he paid just a little child support and saw the children every other week. I am looking for work for a while. I have not received education and I have not worked for seven years. So I entered college, took a 10 month accelerated course in oil and gas field, and worked part-time at a friend's restaurant. When doing this, my mother will bring children, but I have to pay her $ 1,600 a month.

The escape from 9 to 5 was originally about survival. For several months that led to escape, I played with various materials, courage, vulnerability, creativity, resilience, and intuition, but I do not know if the cylinder ignites at the same time. Each component has its own voice, soon the invisible staff of my face has a role and responsibility. Over time, we laughed a lot as we played games and fell in love. We are also bored with other people, angry, and depressed. The fear of money will be lifted over and over again like a big cock on the door. When you scold him, he disappears. I finally came to see more deadly fears hidden in my shadow for years. "Your work is not enough" or "They do not like you" they laugh. But now, I can see them