I Am an Alcoholic

I get drunk and alcohol is always a problem in my life. When I was fifteen, I had the first "taste". My father is alcoholic like his father and I am lucky to have the same gene clearly, it could lead to their self-destruction and unbreakable habits. I noticed alcohol dependence as a result of five years of extreme alcohol dependence, legal problems, broken relationship, and denial.

I am alcoholic. I was a member of Comanche Indian and raised in a poor family, but I grew up in a loving family until alcoholism brought my parents. Then divorced, each parent had three divorces, I learned the anger of this alcoholic poisoning family life. I swear that I will never be alcohol. Actively in my Indian community, I saw what alcohol was doing there, and I was tired of it and tired of it. I graduated from high school at the age of 17 and immediately left the Marine Corps. I found a house there, enjoyed strict discipline, cama raderie and esprit de corps. I am outstanding and I am one of the three people who have been promoted after the graduation camp. Four and a half years later, I got the opportunity to enter flight training. Successful at the end of the 18 month period, it means the pilot's wing and board committee. I am also outstanding. Most of my colleagues have undergone university education and I am afraid that failure plagues me, but I graduated from that class.

I do not always know that I am an alcoholic child. I only know that I live in the house, my parents show unstable behavior, and when I was 6 years I was interpreted as a terrible "alcoholic poisoning". This is one of my parents. I do not really know how to master this concept and what it means to me when I am 6 years old. I know only the strange behavior I saw, ambiguous words, falling steps, and reasons for doing their "work" every evening; they have to go to the hospital for "illness" . I know that other children do not behave like my parents. When I began to spend the night with my friends in junior high school, I do something annoying me, such as parents never tripping the basement where I am, or knocking the lamps or saying unknown sentences I pray for you. . I do not know much, but this abnormal behavior scares me.