How I Ended Up on a Psych Ward: A Personal Narrative

I always feel someday when I enter a spiritual ward, but I do not know what to do, but I always think that there is a better reason. Short story: I tried to commit suicide. . . . My 17th autumn date, I accepted the fact that I feel depressed, terrible, nightmares, irreparable. This is not a new revelation, but a new acceptance. I am accepting the fact that there are few friends, very intimate, and rarely go out and I spend a few hours on Tumblr alone through "sorrow", "chaos", "chaos". "Melancholy" label, sleeping at irregular intervals, 18 hours a day, not at all sleeping

In March of this year, I attempted suicide attempted and then sent to the psychiatric ward of Fremont Hospital. There is something about admitting to a psychiatric ward now: you do not know that you are hospitalized in a psychiatric ward. After 17 hours at ICU, they told me I went to Fremont hospital. So I think that this is an ordinary ward, they made me see a doctor for treatment. However, it turned out that it was not the case. If you have seen the first episode of Orange's New Black, Piper feels like I was escorted to a psychiatric ward for the first time in prison. This does not match at all. Of course I am scared. I really do not know what happened. Before that, I was already inside the building, where they asked me questions and then asked me for a change. I was detained for 72 hours; it is called 5150

After this attempted suicide, I spent a week at the mental ward of St. Francis Hospital in Milwaukee. The psychiatric ward is on the 7th floor of the 8th floor. In order to exercise, there is nothing else to do, so I braved the fluorescent light outside the room, and I kept pace in the major part of the long corridor on the 7th floor. There are wide windows at both ends of the corridor. Please visit the residential area of ​​the old company on the west side of the Milwaukee iron ore company. Another east watching the water of Lake Michigan. To be safe to say, patients can not leave the 7th floor. There are rusty iron bars on the outside of the glass. Anyway, I tried to open a window facing Michigan Lake. It will not open. A heavy snow began to fall around the hospital. I put the forehead on a cold glass window. Very cold