In the sixth grade at elementary school, I never got a good record and I did not enter the seventh grade as a progressive student; I changed myself as a person and a student. I delayed that delay; I have greater responsibility for my work, and the most important thing is that I achieved better results. I automatically made these changes without waking up someday; I got help from my friend. My new friends and some older friends helped me to achieve my goal well.
Keeping the most important thing is not the easiest thing. I am staying up late, stress. Tired of doing the same thing sooner or later, I do not know every night. So I entered the seventh grade and decided to achieve my goal of doing better. I have finished my work and knowing what happened when I actually entered the classroom, I have a big start. My first victory attempt was wonderful.
In the seventh grade at elementary school, I began to know several old friends again. My new and old friend Haili helped me succeed. She helped me to help learn and reeducate what I could not understand. She may be a person who gives me inspiration to become a better student. In the middle of the second quarter, I officially became a person of C and D. I have A all, but I have B. I am very happy and happy. To disappoint me, my mother told me that we plan to go to America; the school is still going on!
Of course, going to the USA is wonderful, but I know that my grades will go down as I leave. I am very depressed about myself; after all the efforts I did, everything would be pointless. I gathered all the teacher's work and started working in Japan, but I came one month later, but the grades were not as satisfactory as before. There are 2 C, 2 As and 2 B. By the end of the quarter, the exam time has ended, I am actually acquiring a bachelor's degree in Language Arts.
After making my grades again reasonable, I changed the attitude of the whole school. This is the second semester, what I am doing is my homework and homework. I learned from before, in my opinion, I am a brand new student.
How has my love for school changed? Simple: School is no longer learning. When I entered high school and junior high school, everyone around me had a spirit of "Juku juku, A's, A's A's" for both teachers and students. "Remember, if you can not understand, please remember A in the exam." For an hour in the room without talking, only the answer to various options, there is anxiety bubble in your stomach . The school slowly learns the fact, it is a place enough to acquire A and enroll at the very best university. Entry to the university is more than everyone else. Why should you help your classmates? When applying for Harvard, Stamford, Yale, do not destroy them to reduce the number of people competing with others. This is my disgusting attitude, but this is all men around me, perhaps even myself.
At school, I suffered from loneliness. Before going to high school there were several friends, but in general I was happy but when I entered junior high school I became a grade. Nobody understands me, I do not want to talk to me. why? Because I am not kind. I barely socialize and talk to people. I know that I am not familiar, but I do not know how to make it more familiar. I can say that I am very greedy. I am not sociable because I want to concentrate more on my scholars. In the process of pursuing higher grades, I lost all my friends and became miserable. Indeed, I am still struggling with social activities today, but the only difference now is that I can no longer bear loneliness. I am convinced that many of us have felt loneliness before. We all know the feeling of being alone. Loneliness is like a firefighter fires a fire In this case, fire is what we want to do. My greed and my desire for a higher grade took my fire and replaced it with pain.