How can I painlessly die in my sleep?

Ruth, why are you asking this question? I do not think this is a hypothesis, it is not for discussion. My feeling is that there is a desire to escape the condition you feel unbearable, do not want to keep them, and feel like desperate to improve. My mother and my aunt have such a situation and can tell you that I found a way to actually "death" to the death. So, based on my experience and observation, I believe this is possible.

In addition, I personally experienced a situation that is interested in finding a suicide way to minimize the measures that others must take to "clean up my confusion". As long as I am involved, I do not have enough courage to take action. So I deliberately asked for "the highest authority" to live my life. The strange thing is that there was a conversation. My situation is that I have reached the absolute limit of pain. I think there is no need to live more. I think my life is over now. "There is negotiation" - "(if given the actual future date) Do you want to live to this point?" This is about three years. I thought about that, I thought that I could do it and agree. "Agreement" has been reached. "If you are willing to live this, I will take your life as long as you sleep.When you change your mind, we ask for a new consensus."

In my case, I feel that my pain is a process of "regulation" to some extent, I am completely tired. I feel that it is necessary to announce the statement "sufficient". The agreement with 'supreme power' has given me continuous tolerance and has continued to achieve something of value through more patience.

I believe that 'free will' is very important and can be used even in sacred form. I know exactly what happened "power of supremacy" and I feel that I am very accepting the appeal that might be expected. Furthermore, I think that it is important to learn that "the highest authority" can do "ordinary dialogue" and to some extent "unveil the veil".

I respect "holy" and "holy foundation". However, I did not ask questions or look for answers. In my experience, "sacredness" usually means that someone or group gains power or privilege by protecting or relocating the truth. If you are "chasing", some of these secret layers will disappear, "supreme power" will not be that strange.

Whatever happens, I hope that pain, despair, frustration will end with the fastest route.

Recently, I do not care much about weight and appearance. Instead, you can not breathtaking views, paddle the horizon, master defense with Jiu Jitsu, or quietly sleep. I fear pain. Nonetheless, I still want to see it well with black dresses and swimsuits, but I am apologizing to the people around me because I am fat, late and heavy like today. However, I am 44 years old, I can understand that there is no reason to apologize because the people around me do not really care. They love me just like me.

Until this year, there are only two choices for this. The first way is to withdraw the helium can after waiting for the wife to leave the house. If everything is doing the right thing, I will die quickly and without pain - but I will die alone. I have no chance to say goodbye to my friends and family and I have no chance to say goodbye to me. When my wife came home, I noticed that my body would be bad. But now, I have a third choice. Within six months after my death, I can ask the doctor about prescription medicine sedatives to kill me in my own way - the place I want and want it. Do you use it? I do not know. I think that courage is necessary for my life. We may not do this until we face each other.

"I want to die now What is the best way to die peacefully? I hope to die without pain during sleep How much sleeping pills are needed to actually become painless "My relationship exacerbated my depression.I quit my job because I became depressed and I was bothered by it.My depression slowly killed me but I really want to die Just because I feel that I do not have a reason to live has a very painful and there is a reason why I want to die without pain during sleeping because my depression suffered suicidal ideation. Please die without hurting yourself! I want to kill myself, what should I do? "