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It is as terrible as killing. As much as terribly as leaving home, there are no families. There is nothing that really does itself. . Just like everything I said and everything I said, it is even awfully tasting - all the violence he picked up from hell and put in our life - Please apologize to him forgive me and ask him to be peaceful. But I am there. It only faces some very unpleasant choices. Put your head on the glass mirror of our wall - push him off before he can find me. Just stand there - despise the stone walls - and take whatever awful things he will, add it to the list of crimes God judges, and have to endure him. Or my family, my brothers (many of them still love me), my mother (also, she hates enabling my father to do). Everything is lonely and unknown. Oh, I do not have enough courage.

I remember the last confrontation that we have encountered so far. This is the day of death. I will kill one day. Please leave the day and do not come back. All terrible choices! I am keen to pass a few alternatives of horrible, horrible mazes. There is a very large and far away voice of God saying "let go". Please say "Release this." Please say "big please say" Please go into the arms and tell me not to fight again, please scream and do not fight again ". As much as terribly as leaving home, there are no families. There is nothing that really does itself. . Just like everything I said and everything I said, it is even awfully tasting - all the violence he picked up from hell and put in our life - Please apologize to him forgive me and ask him to be peaceful.