Graduate Life Expectations

About eight years ago, my sister was born. I remember seeing her for the first time and leaving the operating room in a transparent rectangular box. I jumped on the chair all the time and started jumping off; this is my most happy memory. I always thought that I wanted older sisters and brothers I spent four years as praying for my parents and a night of prayer and then I realized my wish at the age of 8 at last. I remember when my grandmother, a very religious person, I told myself that if I really want brothers and sisters, I will ask God.

I soon discovered that my father had an aggressive progressive cancer form and that his life expectancy could not let him see my graduate school. My family told me to concentrate on graduation without worrying. My father does not worry to get to my position, I remember being told to concentrate on all my work (and adversity) I had overcome my goals. In November 2008 my grandmother died three weeks before her death, and I will take my fiance to the Caribbean Sea for the sake of Christmas. She is my favorite grandmother, I am very glad that she can see my fiancé, see my clothes and be able to attend the wedding ... Finally, before she passed by, I did not say goodbye either.

The transition to graduate students is marvelous. It is simply because we are not expecting it. There is a big difference between the direct experience we have experienced between graduate students and graduate students. University graduation is a landscape event and an adult ritual. When deliberating the liberation of newly discovered freedom, they deliberately rule out the awkward details of this transformation. What is missing from their exaggerated story? "Carolyn, this is amazing, you do not have to go to classes at 8 o'clock and do not put pressure on the exams or the papers, because now I do not have time to do at college so I can do everything ..." . We do not know very little ... Graduate student life is full of dark moments of solitude, epiphany and constant crisis.

In the past I thought that I went to high school, entered college, and then graduated. It is a simple layout. Well, as the life of graduate students has begun, let 's make a life we ​​want the next step. It is good to roll around the ball and keep your life aside. However, considering that, it is too exciting. This period is an opportunity to explore life products with new experiences - fail, learn, grow, and become a proud man. People will ask me what I like, and it is often difficult to answer. I love it, but I am still trying to find my true passion. I am determined to find my goals and potential career, but this is not always easy. There are ups and downs, but what I found to help calm me down is to simplify