Getting Sober

Alcoholism must be completely miserable and change as it is awake to recognize that they have alcohol problems. When they reach this point, it is called "bottom". There are drinking "highs" and "lows", but as long as they are awake, it is not a problem. There are different reasons why alcohol decided to wake up, but in my case, I lost my self esteem, I could not manage my drinking, and my life was It becomes unmanageable. The first thing I thought was that I woke up was that I lost my pride.

My nightmare is not that I can not be awake, but I do not seem to be in this state. The truth is that I really do not want to get up, so feel like "nonsense" like nonsense. Sometimes I would like to drink more than I want to wake up. This is the worst kind of Purgatory. That morning my heart was thrilled to be exciting about my heart. I woke up like I had many other mornings - hundreds, thousands of morning - my throat had such a heavy anxiety, I think that I feel dizzy Was

Looking back, this is interesting. This is my depth. Not even impossible. I rarely live without medicine and alcohol. This happens to movies or people who are not really addicted ... to people who use it at the weekend. Someone who is not like me

The biggest endpoint I have ever met is waking up. At the end of my drunk career, I woke up and was afraid to give up my only dealing tool - alcohol. But I am afraid of the influence of drunk again. I am hardly happy. I did not talk to my family and any friends could not ask for help. I am working but I will consider quit smoking because I can not deal with stress. For a while, we need to abandon the old sad story and open a new page. One of the old stories that I spoke to myself for many years is that I am not enough to do X. Is that helping the pro, starting a new, more challenging work, or living a happy and clear life? I do not think that I am worthwhile, so I do not think that I should lead a better life. Fortunately, my sponsor keeps reminding me that I should be happy, that I should live a better life, I can do this somber .