Gen and Kelly: A Letter to My Best Friend

My life may be what some people call loneliness. I went to elementary school with two best friends. When I was a classmate of that year, I did not expect much. I have a class with a group of girls who were my best friends since kindergarten. I tried to be friends with them - but I have never really adapted. No one begs me to sit next to me. In most cases, I am very sad, I do not talk about anyone about it.

Over the years, I had such illusion in my mind: My mother will spend my age with my daughter's best friend, and we will be our best friend. As it gets stronger, we call him over a few hours, write down the letters of others in the summer, and perhaps even go to the same university. We consider each other's sister. This is because we mean it. I did not have such a friend. In elementary and junior high school, I took a series of "best friends", most of them lasted one year, probably two years, then began with a drama before puberty, and the league moved. As a high school student, my best friend was a group of girls I did not think that she really likes me; they tease me - this clumsy stupid partner. It was even better. I always have a feeling of "marking", I hope one of them will pick the best I like.

I am single and, awkwardly, I met my best friends at high school, university and early times. The word "best friend" seems to be a teenager. The most advanced "highest" seems to be a bit too persistent, I do not know anything about how friendship fades. But these friendships are certainly distinguished by a clear and unique devotion. Two and a half years after my daughter was born, I feel that my best friend has gone away with sorrow, loneliness, embarrassment, and I may not be afraid to become a strong strong friends again.

My young self is a believer who always believes in himself happily. 2000 was the peak of Zack & Kelly, Pacey & Joey, Ross & Rachel. Engrave on my soul I want to marry my best friend. It is not a cliche, my boyfriend is my best friend now, this guy was in my life for a while, and one day we noticed each other's feelings and went down the slope to fucking me I condemned the TV program with their damnful routine metaphor, which is the story of my love that I truly believe. He will be my Pacey. I will be his Joey.