Friendship Through the Years

Over the years, two pairs of twins live in my catty corner. These four are girls, and all four are diapers. Eldest twins, Michelle and Caitlin are my age, soon we became a playmate. Caitlin's red hair is eye-catching and covers the bottom of the shoulder blade. If her mother has not stopped her, she becomes very energetic and she talks with the cards on the street. Michelle, on the other hand, is more quiet and conservative. She is one or two inches shorter than her child at this age and lacks the confidence to dominate her sister's personality.

In the past few years, through my anti-racism work and the people I came, I gained the privilege of becoming a better friend than ever. However, among these friendships are many obstacles that I can not pass through, a kind of intimacy that I can not reach. It is injury. I hurt my feelings. Do not they know whether I care about them? When I withdrew everything myself in relationship, I always knew I was wrong, I analyzed everything I said and wanted to see if there was any crime. Like many white women, I think that my official WOKE AF card will trust me. Let me be friendship. I want to get it for my work.

This is a friendship born in my 26-year life, so I can tell all the friends who are in the second year of the year. Of course, I have many acquaintances over the years, but I am talking about true friendship. Does it mean what it means, is it growing up, or is it building a connection at a deeper level? For a long time, I thought that I was very good at making friends. To some extent I think so. It was difficult for me to meet someone for the first time, but after a while I can talk easily. I am good at pretending that they need what I am at that time. Whether to contact someone or contact someone, you become a person who can cry. I am very good at it. But if I feel a real connection with other people, I will only develop friendship