forward

Until recently my life, my most happy moment is what I am looking forward to. In fact, expecting an event is almost addictive. I never lived at that moment. I am looking forward to going to the theater. I am looking forward to a special dinner. I am looking forward to the vacation. I am looking forward to this kiss. It was then that I was happy. At the next moment, I ask myself if I am enjoying. Of course it is not a good way to live alone. I may enjoy what I have not been looking forward to, so I should not look forward to the future. And I should enjoy everything I may have offered to me now.

I used to live in the future or have dreams of the past. I needed something, I am looking forward to going to the theater, a holiday or a special dinner or the first day. I am looking forward to this event and I am going to spend time but when I am there I will not really enjoy myself because I want to know if I am truly happy. But now I am here, and now I already know that happiness is not an event, it is not a date circled in my calendar. At the moment, happiness is a state of existence, peace, and joy.

This is a winding trip with mountain and valley, climbing and sea exploration. Good times and bad times. Happy time and sad time. But always, life is the driving force of progress. Regardless of where I travel, it will continue to a certain extent. That is why it is so spectacular. this is true. "Masses" are not people living their lives they dream of. The reason is that they have not made sufficient efforts. They did not succeed. The older you get, the more you see, the easier it will be to believe that eventually it will be the same. Do not move