Feel like I'm losing my sister

My sister 's relationship with me will die, I will feel sadness.

Early this year my sister left home for two hours and went to college. She met there. Initially, we were still very intimate, and mutual trust when she returned home (every two weeks). However, a few months ago, we drifted. I tried to call but her route was always busy talking to the BF I mentioned earlier.

Now that she is absent, she returns home. Communication with her becomes increasingly difficult as she wakes up at noon and goes directly to the computer. I tried to talk, but because of the game she neglected me. Then her boyfriend calls her at 10 PM (sometimes later) and they will talk until 3 AM. This is really bothering me, because she always ignores me, this is what happens everyday. There is nothing for it but I hate her boyfriend. (He always calls)

I know that she has her own life, but is there too much to ask her to try to talk to me at least? Her top priority is her bf, it hurts. Also, as one of our favorite bands is hosting a concert, she is going to go with him. I understand her reasons, but I hope that she can ask me Her friends will not tell the band and my friends will not. Later she invited me, but anyway I am still in the third round. It sounds like a tough, excessively emotional younger sister.

Basically my question is: Is I absurd? If so, how can I become mentally sick? Is there a way to maintain our relationship?

Tl; Doctor: My sister found a girlfriend, and now she seems to have found his top priority. She often calls him for hours and ignores me. It is a band we like together, but he decided to join him in a concert without asking me.

That is very interesting. I am proud of my relationship with my sister. I have three sisters. I have a good relationship with all of them. There is no doubt that they are the most important people in my life. I like to trust all of them and they all like what I always get in mind ... this makes me very proud and satisfied. It has two things. In retrospect, I found out that this is one of the wisest wisdom I truly care. Some people will glorify it, but this usually does not last long

So I am reading this article and feel that most quotes are a serious accusation - because I am a flip fighter who will not lose my shit. And I strongly suspect that anyone can win, when recovering from a shit toothbrush, a car of vomiting, poor and potential homeless people, abuse, loneliness, blood removal, passive attack. "Friends" I also want to know why all citations in this book are men. For those men, they have time to go to the desert on the 40th and do nothing, but is not it important to think about the nature of existence? Where are all spiritual women? Where are all spiritual women?

Why am I in the trash can? I did not specify a description either. I am. I lost the shit. Friday is the last day I drank mood stabilizer, I think, I am a little broken. I am struggling, I am physically and mentally damaged, I lose my concentration and lose my desire to the goal. I markedly lost my signs of shit. It is not difficult to explain physical damage. My eyes are burned, my idea is blurred, my body is painful, avant-garde, convulsions, and depression. When I stood on the panic boundary, the voice in my head told me to vomit, but I ignored it. On the contrary, I feel sick. About sleep, I told myself, but I did not. This is not the impulse I am fighting but a type of ignorance that I ignore.