Famous for My Ugliness

Known for my scandal - Zahra Phew. I ran away from the barn. Now these nasty animals are no longer teasing me with my dark feathers. Being an ugly duck was born as a curse, experienced bullying and fear. Now I am alone on the sidewalk alone, because no one is teasing me. Just a moment, I can hear the big steps behind the jump, there is one. Looking back, this is a human lady with a backpack staring at my eyes. "This is a strange bird, I have never seen something like this!" She said.

Ugly I am ugly. I have internalized it. I am ugly. This is my childhood. In my adolescence my adulthood, I reached a certain level. I tried to hold my breath but failed. Tears and notches in my pillow, and neckline with wrinkles on homemade shirts. It saw everything that I got like me. I am ugly. As I get older I think that if I acquire clothes, shoes, cars, houses, and relationships and hide enough things about what people want, I think someone will find it worthwhile to me . I will feel that it is covered. That shit should be effective. Except that I am naked

As far as I remember, I was always ugly. Ugly baby, ugly child, ugly boy are now ugly adults. I think that I happen to be one of many people who lost the genetic lottery ticket. It is an important moment. (A little background information on my situation: I have a serious bite, individual braces can not be repaired, I need to correct mandibular surgery to treat me like a horse / rabbit. ) And sneaky girl. I call my name everyday - rabbits, bu teeth, rabbits like rabbits. I remember crying and sleeping on a bad day. What did I do for this? Everyone is very happy, why does everyone make fun of me?

Here we will look at these three. Good, evil, ugly. It's a good thing to do it in a positive way, let's start with bad and ugly things first. In this British story, you can see examples of ugly and disgusting abortion. But the title is shocking: "I aborted my five children for the wrong time - now I am almost 50 years old, it is too late to have a child." At least she sprinkled beans here. There is no threat to her health or similar; this businessman can not have children, as they interfere with her career, schedule and lifestyle - so she will kill them instead. She talked about her first abortion like this:

There is a more realistic way to see life. If I confess my true desire to you, it is my murder, they are not only to destroy my ugliness. They will be fragile for me, ugly is just a reaction to it, I can not hope to live forever, to be completely loved, to have everything forever. Now, I have seen to some extent that I will be ash if I can admit this impossible to you. Touch it, hold it. Then, perhaps desperately, I feel the need to kill the whole world. But the killings against me are born only to my fragile ones. The fragile truth is how all our brothers and sisters go into the same midnight.