Every Time I Fall In Love

Every time I fall in love, it is worse than last time. To make matters worse, I mean it feels stronger and it gets hurt when it ends. Because I experienced love, I did not adapt to the power of these emotions. I am familiar with myself because I become like my face, my shadow, my soul. That's why I am not a veteran managing broken heart. I did not let friends who lost such intimacy meet. I have never loved enemies, and when it happens in my life it avoids its existence. Because I lost my friend, I can not become a friend, so I can not become an enemy for love.

Every time I fall in love, it is a brand new, addictive and unique experience. I do not think you can have two love. But in recent weeks I have become a familiar enemy - broken heart - it has been destroyed. Since I was 15 years old I already had a broken heart so I ran away tears in my class and went to a locker in my former boyfriend and soaked a bottle of red wine and a laptop computer in the kitchen floor. When it touched me, I was always surprised, and I knew that I could not stop it. That pain made me jealous, tears jumped out of me, and loneliness let me consume. How many times my heart was completely crushed? countless. Even if my heart is separated severely, stupid things do not learn how to settle. Split it into various shapes, but each time you destroy your heart, you feel like a fucking

But what is fall? Autumn is the original sin, the result of knowledge, the moment of "I" that I formed in the cerebellum. At that moment, we could lack love. Even after that moment, we still remain in that place, and we lack love in our hearts, we ooze out and flow through us.

Why do you keep falling into an old trap that we fall in love? It is the most beautiful and ancient feel, but every time you feel it - it feels like the first time. I believe - every time a person falls in love - he will be born again. Just as he takes off the layers of the skin to reach the perfect self. Friendship is probably the most ambiguous thing in the world. How can I know that a person I coincidentally spent several years is not my friend, but he may be a stranger. You have made friends, but you do not know how to keep them from staying in your life. Just like you are a friend, let's remember the vulnerability of our relationship. It is fragile like a child just born